and the dagger screams…

Some people say “honesty is the best policy”. I can agree with that although sometimes, its best to not to be too honest to the extent where extreme words are used such as “very”, “always” and “never”.

Dude, thanks for making my day. Remind to give you the “stink eye” when I see you in town (Salisbury)

This is not a random post. Just a little something to let some stress out. Its exeat today. So its London and Brunei Hall for me.

This happened to my friend during our Business Studies class.

I’ve been missing Sahur a lot more frequently lately and I don’t like it. Lapar ku during class wa! I missed it just because I couldn’t wake up at 3am. Ah well, two more weeks of Ramadhan and then its Raya! I can’t wait for next year, Insyallah sampat Raya in Brunei. ;) This year, I didn’t even Puasa even in Brunei!

I might post up some pictures of my visit in Southampton Univeristy two weeks ago. Sorry about the delay in pictures, I’m just so demotivated to post tons of pictures especially when the school internet is letting me down so I can’t go online in my own room and I have to go downstairs to the computer room (where they filter websites) and anyone can just look at my screen, no privacy wa.

I just realised its only been a week of school…

Honestly, it feels like a month already.

Here’s something I drew last night, this isn’t drawn out of annoyance, so don’t expect it to be funny.

This is how I feel about school now..

I do feel a little more motivated to do my work now.. evnthough I do tend to get really put off by the sheer amount of it. I can’t back down now. Especially when I have ideas of what I want to do and where I want to go next year.

Yep.. there’s no room for mistakes. Well, except for a probability of 5% for a mistake to occur. But the 95% should be as error-free. (This sentence only makes sense if you study statistics or psychology)

More updates soon.

Syaz will try to update.

However, Syaz cannot connect to the retarded school internet for now.

So Syaz will do what she can until everything (including unpacking her things and cleaning her room) is sorted until further notice.

That is all.

Usually, I’d feel very sad at a time like this..

But today, I’m a little less sadder because I had a good ending to the holidays.

However, I’ll still miss all those times I had for the past two months (almost two months).

I just need to be mentally ready for it.

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Do not take it for granted. Do not underestimate it.

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After a while.. I have decided to go on a hiatus again. Due to piling coursework, reports and a certain Personal Statement to be completed.

Yep. I was nearly late for my driving lesson this morning.

I learned how to park this morning. Luckily, no poles fell…yet. So, I have at least 7 hours and 30 minutes worth of driving lessons left and my instructor wasn’t as bad as last time. A plus for today’s lesson.

“My mom.. even though her criticisms are painful (and unacceptable) at times, you just can’t help but to agree with it.”

I DO take her advice for granted at times.. but really listening to her actually made me feel better.

Thanks for helping me mom.

I had a blackout just now.. I’m sure some of you have as well. I made a small sketch on it. Click to enlarge.

“This is when technology fails.”

I’ve also added another category called “Bambi”. Since I couldn’t have done some things on Photoshop without Bambi.. like this sketch. ;)

I’ve decided… after two months of painting (aku sanak dah!) a certain portrait. I’ve decided to just post it so that I’ll stop working on it. My first attempt on painting a person. Please criticise, you can even say she looks like a ghost, which I think she does.

Painting is on the left and the reference photo used is on the right. Feel free to compare.

Went to the dentist today.. I have two more appointments to go because I have a lot of teeth to be filled in. Seriously, never in my life have I would’ve guessed that my teeth weren’t as healthy as I thought they were. Why wouldn’t I? I brush my teeth about 2 or 3 times a day. Turns out.. maybe that’s not enough.

Not forgetting what day it is.. (apart from the Beijing Olympics) Happy 17th Birthday Syu! You may be getting older, but I’m still the head honcho!